2 years...

Yesterday marked the 2 year anniversary of me and Pete. :)

I always ask the quesiton "I wonder if I'm just imagining all this being perfect". And it's hard to find an answer to it, seeing that Love is, indeed, blind. And I've seen quite a number of case where people really can't see the problems in a relationship when they're in it.

Heck, I was in a few relationships like that myself.

Then I just realise how different it is to be with Pete. It was so natural, and I am completely at ease when I'm with him. Sure at the very beginning I still try to dress my very best when I see him (and who doesn't?). But even then, I didn't feel like I have to watch what I say so I don't sound stupid, or watch my every move so I don't look stupid. Right now, he's my best friend. I can share everything with him, and I don't feel the need to pretend to be someone else to keep him, or myself, happy.

I think that must be the point I was missing before: that I need to be myself to be happy. And when I finally found someone whom I can be entirely comfortable with, I guess what's what make me know that this isn't just some illusion.

Here's to many more anniversaries to come. :) Y <-- cocktail glass. :P